Memoirs

Funny how things can turn around too fast.

2011-11-10T12:54:00.002+08:00

1 August 2011 - 31 October 2011

I can say that these 3 months are probably the MOST eventful period for me this year.

I've achieved so much, and i've also lost too much.

Within this period of 3 months, i can say that i've found my dream best friend. I loved how we can just hang out ALL the time. And we can talk about anything in the world.

I loved how we are so spontaneous with things. Drop by for a movie, then just go and play some outdoor sports. My life was at its equilibrium state. Where everything was balanced. It felt great, to share almost everything i do with him.

But everything had to change. My life was at this comfortable state, where everything felt like a routine. I can say i loved it too much, but i knew, i could not live like this for long. I had to grow, i had to find something more challenging, dramatic. Which i did. I got out of that comfort zone, and found my competitive self again.

I don't know if i regret it, because it was a high price to pay. If i do achieve greater heights, i'll lose you as my bestfriend. Why can't i have both ? Why is life so difficult in this sense?

I know you're not competitive, you want a complacent life. And that you competed for me. with me. And i appreciate that ALOT. But you know what you've signed up for. We're in this deep shit together, we promised. But why it doesn't feel like that anymore ? Why does it feels that i'm fighting alone. It hurts me to hell, to know that you've given up. Given up on this, and also our friendship.

Can we just go back to where our lives were balanced ? Can we balance work and our friendship at the same time ? I know i can do that, but are you willing to give it a shot for me ? I know its hard, and that its not FUN at all. But its the price that we must pay.

So sometimes, i think to myself. What do i want ? Do i want to climb to the highest peak, and lose my treasured friendship, or keep this friendship and live a complacent life.

I don't know. I love the competition. I love the challenges. I'll love it more if you would do this with me. There's no turning back to where we were before. We're at the peak now, but we've gotta stand tall, stand strong to maintain our positions. What more do you want? I do not wanna always talk to you just bout work. I wanna talk bout everything, all those very unimportant things.

I want to just hang out, and just sit together and do nothing.

I want to cram infront of the laptop and just watch a movie with you.

I want to have what we've had last time.

You were patient with me. You thought me things. Things that i will never learn if i was on my own. You made me a better person. I like my new self, please don't let me go back to where i was from the start.

You thought me to accept flaws in others. And i've accepted your flaws, just like how you've accepted mine. But why are you pointing all of it out now ? Why are you not patient with me now ?

Why do you have to PMS all the time? When I"M the girl, and i am the one who needs to PMS. I need someone to calm me down, keep me relaxed. Not someone who needs me to do the same for them. Cuz thats not me. I can't take it anymore. You are so angry all the time. I won't even stand it if it was my mother. And i've been tolerating with your PMS attitude for a MONTH now. And i'm tired.

Is this what i have to do to keep you as my best friend ? As far as i know, best friends don't do such things to best friends. So does this mean we're not best friends anymore ?

I gave you time. I thought it was just mood swings, but it clearly isn't. Do you freakin hate me now ?

I thought you would accept my flaws, and i'm sorry you've gotta see the ugly side of me during the course of our competition. But we've won it all together. And I know it'll never be the same again, but we're in a competitive field. You've gotta accept that life is just as scary as what they potray in the movies. Where everyone is out to get you, you make ONE mistake, and there goes. Forgive me, for being so uptight about things. But i'm forced to. Someone is trying to get me all the time. Its like being in a war 24/7. Sometimes i ask, why am i in this shit ? Oh yeah, cuz i signed up for it.

10th November 2011. Today i felt like i'm at the breaking point.

I want to give up on our friendship.

Can somebody advice me on this ? My friends? Oh no, cuz they do not have to go through shit like this. Can't blame anyone, i asked for this shit. I thought i could be a superwoman, and manage this well. Unfortunately, im just like anybody else. Is this what i get for choosing my career growth over the balanced life ? I want to work this out, but you're not giving me the chance to. You've given up too fast.

I do not want to talk this out with you, i will cry. Even writing this now, i want to cry. But i keep telling myself, i gotta stay strong. At my weakest moment, is when everything will fall apart. Where the devils will take the chance and demolish me. So in everybody's eyes, i will hold on to this friendship, pretend like nothing has happened. I gotta do that, i can't let this affect my work as how it has affected me emotionally.

I thought you understood how i felt. And i thought you could see what i saw. We're clearly not on the same page right now. I'm like 10 pages infront. And it frustrate me how you can't catch up. I'm frustrated with myself. Why can't i help you keep up? Or is it that you've given up a long time ago, that i just didn't see it.

I pray every morning. To God, ask him to give me patience, and affection. I think i lack that alot. I ask him, am i not giving you enough time? But i do not have time to give anymore. Did i make the wrong choice ? For choosing you to run this thing with me. Did i make the wrong decision to choose you in the first place? Can you reassure me that i've made the right choice in choosing you.

I do not want to ask you all these questions bluntly. I will cry. and it'll probably kill every ounce of closeness we still do have now. Can you just prove it to me ? I dunno what i want anymore.

But i gotta tell you, if i run this thing alone, it would not carry as much meaning as it carries now. I fought this war, not just for myself, but for you also. Can you assure me that it is the right thing to fight for you ?

Because, when i don't feel like this is worth it anymore, it will turn ugly. I will move on, with or without you. So can you tell me, will you move on with me ? Or am i just too fast ? I want to spend the rest of my career life with you. After this, there are greater heights to achieve. Should i count you in ? Just tell me Yes, and i'll take you back in.

I do not want to fight for you, for nothing. I do not have time to wait anymore. Drastic things will happen when i make the decision. And i do not want to show you my ugly self. I have until this weekend, thats all the time i'm giving you. If i'm not reassured by then, i'll talk this out with you bluntly then. Its 50-50 by that time. Things might go back to where they were, or it'll turn ugly. You saw how ugly things could turn out. I do not want that to happen. It will hurt me every single bit to see that happen to us. But, its inevitable.

I'm sorry if i sound like a bitch. But this is how cruel life is. I want to have again what we've had. If this makes sense to you, i need you in my life. If not, it'll never be balanced again. I may sound SO SELFISH. But i am selfish. I don't know what i'm talking about now. I have no idea what've typed. This is all wtv that came to my mind when i'm typing this post.

This is, genuine. This is everything that has been running on my mind these 2 weeks. I'm quite tired. Do you know i've been holding up for you for these 2 weeks ? Can you hold up for yourself ? Can you fight for this, not for me, but for yourself. Don't give up on this, and on us. All the effort i've put in for us will go to waste.

If you ever to read this, this is genuinely what i feel. I'm not being dramatic or trying to get attention. But this is really what i feel. Can you imagine, this happened within the span of 3months.

Can we please go back to where we were ? We've achieved so much, and its a waste to lose so much.

Meeting you, and having you as my bestfriend is the best thing that has happened to me. I will not regret what we had, and i will also not regret my choices. You are like a boyfriend, a teacher, a father and a bestfriend to me. ALL in One. Damn, i kinda hope i was the same for you.

Wtv may happen in the near future. I will always love you, and appreciate what you've did for me. Thank you. May things work out for the best.

Be Grateful.

2011-08-17T19:27:00.003+08:00

This message is to all the ungrateful people out there.

'Do something for somebody without expecting something in return.'

Personally, i think we ALL should do that. You can't just do something for somebody because you're expecting a favour in return. Thats like, wrong.

BUT, I hate it when people are ungrateful. Even if you're not exactly appreciating what someone has done for you, at least, ACT LIKE YOU DO. Make that person feel appreciated for doing something for you.

A simple 'Thank You' or 'I appreciate your help' will make some one's day. My day.

So next time, when some one does something nice for you,

LOOK that person in the eye, say 'Thank You' (even if you don't really mean it)

and, if you're nice enough, try to return the favour.

Bye.

Should I ? or Should i not ?

2011-07-18T16:46:00.002+08:00

Lately, there's been so much stuff going on, that sometimes i find it hard to cope.
I've stop posting anything on this page for a long long time, perhaps a year?
And i'm itching to start updating my blog regularly again.
But, yeah, time's the problem

Its been a year, and we progressed alot. So much have passed, and so many have moved on.
Life's getting more and more difficult everyday, and like everybody needs, i need a place to rant out all my pent up feelings.
Yeah, so i think i've made a decision to update this blog again. No matter if anybody even bothers to read this anymore, it'll be just a place for me to tell my story.

So yeah, its ON. Welcome to my life :)

Just how much we've progressed.

2010-06-10T20:26:00.030+08:00

Oh, i just had a sudden urge to revive my blog.

Probably too bored.

Do you still remember the day when you were so excited to get your IC ?
I do.

And i'm feeling that excitement ALL over again.
I can't wait to get my 'P'

I sorta like driving :) well, sort of...

I think my instructor is kinda crazy,
He took me to Kota Damansara on my first lesson, i don't even know the basics..
So i drove around for that 2 hours which such anxiety in me. haha.

And today, my second lesson.
I drove to Batu Caves. Damn, i don't even know how to look at the mirrors yet.
He taught me how to do reverse parking, three-point turn and the slope parking thing.
Out of the three, i love the slope parking. haha.
and
i hate the reverse parking.
There's like a formula to it. :/ Which i don't really remember it now....

I sucked so bad at the reverse parking, that he ask me if i was having a hungover.... :'(
and he told me to invite him the next time i'm having a drink.

Sheesh, chinese ppl i tell you.

I'll tell you what,
since i haven't the time to blog about all the events and experience i shared with my favourite people.
I'll just summarise it ALL here.

The big happy family, ever so serious at :

Being weird.

Being crazy

Being a family.

Lian's. With the babes.

Ila's.

:D :D

From dealing with money for two years now, and probably for the rest of my life :)

Meeting new, nice, and friendly people.

Basketball :)
Futsal. What more?

Sports day.

Don't mess with our tribe :)

5 Beta.

Haha.

I love each and everyone of them.

Teacher's Day.

I.U at St. John.

Party all night long.

I like this picture.

My BFFFFFFFFFFFs <3

9th June 2010

Karaoke for 4 hours straight.

What more could i ask for ?

I miss everyone dearly.

Interact Conference ; )

2010-01-15T00:01:00.002+08:00

These are some of the memories that i will keep.

I miss all and everyone of them...

..ok, maybe not kavee.

Ipoh-KL-Kuantan and ... idk.

This was the formal dinner :D

Ice-breaker games. Under the scorching SUN!

TTDI power :) : ) :)

Rotary club of Damansara

4days and 3nights was definitely NOT enough.

Another day out :)

2009-09-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

Rock Climbing was AWESOME!

haha. So, today i went for a climb with the twins.
We got there and we had to join a kid's group.
I know, They are all like age 4-10.
And we're 16. haha
but we made a few friends ;)
We saw Kris, Kai Wen, Joey and Raehan there too.

Overall, it was great experience.

And after that twins and I went for a few rounds of pool.
And dinner.
And a round of bowling.
haha.
We had socks, so why not ?

Too bad i did not take any pics during the climb.

Annual Dinner and International Understanding Day

2009-08-30T16:27:00.000+08:00

Hmm. I haven't had the time to upload ALL the pictures i took from the latest events.
Why? First, blogger's a bitch.
Second, there are like 200++ photos. So, i'll just post a few.

Annual Dinner

Jai Wen! (Annual Dinner)

Kavee's facial expression. HAHA.

B&B Twins.

Installation / I.U. Day

Incoming and outgoing BOD members.

Brenda.

Actually, i'm just too lazy to post up all the pics. 5 will do :)

Confirmation

2009-08-23T15:39:00.008+08:00

Haha. Sure enough there was mistakes on the bulletin.
Yeah, I was Grace Yap for the day.
Great :)

But thank God, my name was spelled correctly on the certificate.

10AM service. Jam-packed.

Nobody told me i should write my name on a smaller piece of paper.
So guess what, I wrote it BIG on an A4 paper.
I probably have the biggest name card among all the people.

I love You, Jesus Christ :)

A day out with mummy.

2009-08-21T19:34:00.003+08:00

I Love Gossip Girl & G.I.Joe

I wasn't really interested in Gossip Girl, but since my friends were watching, and Jia Wen brought the Cds, So... why not try it huh ?

Yeah... I got hooked and i finished all 13 Eps in 2 days. Yes, during exam.
AND... I'm dying for more.

Anyways, I went for a movie with MUM today. (I paid for all the expenses)
I met with Frsh, Ashley, Nadia, Pinky, the H&H twins, Hafeez and more.
We were all in the same theater, G.I.Joe.

Haha, and yes Rach, I agree that Sienna Miller is hot when she got off the plane.
but my fav characters were the Ninjas.

I'll give it a 8/10 :)

Bought JiaWen a gift and shopped abit for myself :)
I'm actually looking foward JiaWen's on Sunday. haha.

ANDDD... did i mention i'm getting a confirmation on Sunday?
Yeah, accepting Christ as my one and only saviour. I'm looking forward for that too :)

I shall stop my pointless babbling now. I'll update when i update...

SMKTTDI's Interact Club's International Understanding Day

2009-07-28T18:20:00.002+08:00

Date : 1st August 2009
Venue : Community Hall, Taman Tun Dr. Ismail *map*
Time : 2 - 7 pm (Registration starts at 1.30)
Dress Code : Semi-Formal
Price : Rm 15 (Interact or Leo Club Uniform) ; Rm 17 (Semi-Formal)
Theme : Rock Your Soul!

For more information, please visit our Interact Club's Official Blog *click me*

Kaveetha's 16th Birthday!

2009-07-18T22:02:00.003+08:00

I had a great night at Kav's party:)
We had a delicious dinner. We had fun, dancing.

I'm just gonna let the pics do the story telling kay..
Diyana!

Brenda Ng.

Belle.Nad.Me.JaiWen

The Girls and Darren (sesat)

The happy family :)

Them Boys.

Kavee, cutting her cake.

Betarians '09

Not exactly my fav pic.

I like this picture:)

I have more, but i don't exactly have the patience to upload all of them.
It took me more than an hour just to upload this few.
So....

Bye, Folks! ;D

Golden Nite '09

2009-07-11T22:26:00.001+08:00

Golden nite was alrite.
Our performance was not good. hmmm.

I like last year's back drop better.

Me.Kav.Tham

Choral Speaking Competition '09 (Zon Bangsar)

2009-06-25T22:07:00.005+08:00

Choral Speaking Competition at Methodist Girl's School today.
I'm glad it finished quite early,
because.... seriously, i really hate to wait for the results.
I think it only took the judges about 30mins approximately to deliberate.
We got the.... Second Place! So were through to the next round.

MGS actually provided us with trophies and certificates. Good Job :)
The next round, which is Zon Negeri, is gonna be held at CBN.
I hope i'll be seeing Fionaa there :)

Oh! Did i mention that i saw Jeremy today!
I didn't even noe he was just rite behind me until he went on stage.
I know rite, what a coincidence.
He was with MBS.
MBS got the Third Place and Taman Desa was First. Congrats, guys! :)

Internet is kinda slow today. So i'm not gonna upload all the pics, just one :).

We're the Superheroes :)

Bio Peka - Burning nuts :)

2009-06-24T22:59:00.001+08:00

So... We were actually roasting/burning nuts in the lab today :)
The experiment is to determine the protein level of different types of nuts actually

Here are some of the things we did in the experiment :

Kacang Cap Ibu Jari, or whatever that thumb brand is -.-

Puan Suhana

Jenny Hong! ;D

Kristinnnn Phanggg :)

Trying to light the Bunsen Burner.

A burnt peanut ( I think its the skin only)

"Fuck... the peanut dropped"

Stirring the water :)

Igniting the Almond.

Isn't That COOL! It looks like a pigeon egg.
And btw, the water didn't turn black.... just the outer part of the test tube.

Thats all for today. Im gonna continue my Prison Break now. Ciauu.

Boom Boom Pow.

2009-06-06T22:38:00.002+08:00

I haven't been blogging for a LONG while.
Been really busy.
Been really angry.
Been really happy.
Been really random.
Been really tired.

A lot happened. A lot didn't happen.

Rough update on what's goin on and what's been goin on :

I have tuition almost 7 days a week.
We didn't win the choir competition.
I Studied not very hard for exam.
I sat for the 2-week exam.
I passed my Theory Grade 7 :0
I went for the Prefects Camp at Ulu Langat.
I had loads of fun.

Thats like all the big stuffs that i didn't blog about.

The small stuffs are :
I went out with Jian Xin and the Twins, yesterday.
I friggin missed my church outing to Terengganu.
[Well, the thing is, i was actually at prefects camp when they were organizing it. So HMPH! ]
My comp corrupted so all my music and pictures are like GONEEE forever.
So i gotta start collecting new memories :)

I guess thats bout it for today. I hope i will continue to update this 'old' blog of mine.

17/01/09

2009-01-17T22:54:00.002+08:00

Form 4 year is really busy and i have practically no time to rest.
I have uncountable Homeworks, all piling up kay.

Physics is really hard and i'm really trying my absolute best to understand what the heck is it really about.
And yet, i like form 4. I look forward to school everyday.
I'm really liking 4 Beta.
And the weirdest is, i like the stress. haha

Okay, maybe i've relaxed too long after PMR was over.
It sorta make me feel i was good-for-nothing.
Loitering around the hse everyday, goin to shopping malls 5 times a week and watching 10 episodes of chinese TVB Dramas in 1 shot, all these really made me feel lethargic.

And now, i'm finally feeling useful and back on track again, I FEEL GOOD and HAPPY! :D

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Today is Saturday, and we have to go to school.
Bonding Sessions!

So, last nite, Debra, twins, and Karen came over to prepare the Tuna Sandwhiches for today's Bonding. Andddd, the sandwhiches finished in a blink of an eye. haha!
I'm so happy larh.

Couldn't go swimming today, so i decided to bake with mommy.
We made butter cookies and some almond-in-bee-sting honey thingy.
I'm so tired now and i HAVE to kau tim the add maths file and the biography on Robert Frost.

Basketball competition and choir competition is coming up! I'm so happy, again.. :)
And i decided not to try-out for pengawas cause i wanna be HAPPY.
I don't want to go to school everyday, having Puan Hazlin or Puan Hanizah to tegur me about my ankle-length socks, my untidy hair, and my un-kancing-ed baju kurung okayy.
I decide to work in the koperasi instead and be HAPPY.

Oh bout sasteramas.... I'm really keen on being in the editorial board.
In the Data collection Department :) haha
But i went to see teacher a few times and she had her 'tidak-apa' attitude on.
So i don't exactly have to put on my 'very-mengapa?' attitude.
I'll just see how it goes.

Form 4 is so far so good and i'm loving life ;)

A new beginning

2009-01-06T19:47:00.004+08:00

5/1/09

First day of school was not bad ;)

I mean, besides the very long winded ‘5-minute-Taklimat’.

Got to catch up with my friends. There’s been so much things that I’ve missed out.

Good ‘berborak’ session (:

Oh, I met this new girl in our skool. She’s from Du.

Her name’s Hui Hsien. I hope I spelt it correctly.

We talked and she’s really nice. And we can walk home together next time!!

I manage to sign up for the Sasteramas Editorial Board as a ‘Data Collector’.

Hmm.. But I’ll still have to go for an interview.

While we were out of the dewan, Nadia was so kind to wait for me when I was busy queuing up to buy my exercise books. There’s a new edition of the Gapen books. And I like it ;)

6/1/09

I noticed that I haven’t blog much last year. Well, I lead a very uninteresting life.

Hope this year will be better ;)

So, second day of skool was better. I guess. The Pemantapan Disiplin thingy has begun.

Arghhh. I hate that shit.

And as usual, Cikgu Azhar was busy snipping the guys’ long hair.

I don’t know why do they have to do this shit. Its like a total waste of time.

Back to the ‘second day of school’, there were no 5-minute-taklimat. Okay, maybe one from Pn. Hanizah. Then it was all exam stuff and all.

Cikgu Afrul invited this Indian teacher from Mawar to give us a motivation talk.

His name was Raj I think.

Haha.

Oh, Cikgu Afrul kept on scaring us with the class thing he’s gonna announce tomorrow.

Haha, a part of me is excited and the other part is just not thrilled at all.

I hope the 3 Edison will be in the same class. But again, its not gonna happen. Haha.

I’ll update more SOON.

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T17:56:00.007+08:00

Just came back from Curve about an hour ago and i have dinner in an hour.
And my feet is killing me.

I'll make this update quick.

So, New Year's eve at Ashley's hse ytd.

I'll let the pics do the talking.

Bel and Me ;)

Nadiaaaa

This was during the game 'Disease'.
Aiman had to do a push up with Nikki underneath him.

I love karen's curls.

Karennnn :D

Nikkii

Kristin Phangg.

Oh did i mention that we played the drinking game.
I drank overall like maybe 3 cups of wine and i got a lil drunk.
AND! i had the same allergies i had the next day.
BAD WINE :)

Ok, better go get ready now. See ya.

Pmr Results

2008-12-30T16:56:00.006+08:00

q The happy faces of all the straight A's students.

Firstly, i would like to thank my mum for being very very suportive and loving.

Thanks to my grandma who is equally very suportive and she's the one who takes care of my health.

Thank you God for all your blessings you've showered upon me.

Thanks to my sister for being very encouraging.

And lastly but not least, a very big appreciation to all my friends who helped me in my studies.

Thank you All!

Rong's Tag.

2008-12-12T20:15:00.004+08:00

Heyyy. I've never really like to do tags but i shall do it this time since Rong taggeedddd meeee.

A. Attached or single? Single.

B. Best friend? Too many to list. Harhaa.

C. Cake or pie? Blueberry Cheese Cake !

D. Day of choice? Friday.

E. Essential item? Handphone, My bed, The Fridge and The SHOESS.

F. Favorite color? Rainbow Colour. ;D

G. Gummy bears or worm? Gummy Bears.

H. Hometown? Kampar, Ipoh.

I. Favorite indulgence? Green Tea Ice-Cream!

J. January or July? January.

K. Kids? Two.

L. Life isn't complete without? My Family and Friends.

M. Marriage date? To be decided.

N. Number of magazine subscriptions? I read CLEO but i don't subscribe.

O. Oranges or apples? Apples.

P. Phobias? Heights.

Q. Quotes? Today was yesterday's future.

R. Reasons to smile? To look pretty.

S. Season of choice? Autumn

T. Tag 10 people. Err. Anyone ?

U. Unknown fact about me? I sing in the showers :)

V. Vegetable? Broccoli.

W. Worst habit? Waking up damn freakin late in the morning.

X-ray or ultrasound? None?

Y. Your favorite food? I have no favorite food.

Z. Zodiac sign? Taurus.

Back from hell. ;)

2008-12-07T23:24:00.002+08:00

Just a quick update alrights ;)

I'm back from camp about hours ago.
And it was so fun that i couldn't exactly describe it in words.
I'll wait till i get the pictures and i'll do some further story telling kays.

Rite now, my body feels like i've been beaten up, down, left and right.
Every inch i move kills me.

So i have very little patience for blogging now. Cuz i couldn't even sit down without screamin.
OK. Ryte. How to describe my terrible condition now ahh?

Well, i don't feel like a pregnant woman, cause i feel worse than a pregnant woman!

So see ya folks.

Twillight ;)

2008-12-03T23:50:00.001+08:00

Woke up around 9.30 to get ready to go kai-kai. Around 10.30 mummy took us to ikano for breakfast and i met up with cyn ju for TWILLIGHT ;) around 11.30. I miss that woman!

We were still kinda early for the movie so we went to o'briens for a drink and we chit-chatted for a lil while. We kept each other posted bout whats happening currently and all. It was fun listening to her work experience and how she and her colleague party late at nite behind the bar.

We sorta lost track of time but we manage to get into the cinema just in the nick of time. Fortunately, i had an empty space next to me, so Yay! We put all our bags and shopping bags on that seat.

Well, the movie was okay. I'll give it a 7/10, or maye 6.5.

We had set lunch at Tony Romas and it was delicious. Reasonable price too.
As usual, i take a long time to finish my food. Yep.
We talked and talked and talked. Till bout 3.30 pm.

And we walked around The Curve. Cyn ju left around 4.30 and i went to Borders to get some Christmas prezzies for the besties.

After that, i have dental appt at 5.00pm. And doctor said i don't have to put on braces but i'll have to get 2 of my baby tooth out of my freakin gums. Harhar.

This was how my day went, how was yours?
<3

Dunno.

2008-11-23T15:36:00.002+08:00

Heya!
I was bored. Yes.
So i went through all my old pics. Stupid pics i took at my hometown.
Here's a very short descriptions of the photos.

Aunty Peng down there... was telling us a story

with expressions and actions. Very pro.

My sister was listening ...
'OMG ?What?' *surprised*

'cheh... kong mat guai ?!(what talking you?!) '
*Im'ma throw this yellow thingy at ur big head*

Haha. Sry. i was just SERIOUSLY bored.

idon'tnoewhat'sthetittlefortoday.

2008-11-10T23:16:00.002+08:00

Hi world.
God knows how much i missed blogging.

There's so much thing goin on and passed during this period of time when my blog was totally dead.

So.. roughly an update bout whats goin on now:

Just came back from a 2days1night camp. It was seriouslymotherfuckin fun.
Considering it was my first time jungle trackin. I'll have to praise myself.
Hey, at least i didn't tell the tour guide to : Wait ah. I cant walk anymore. Pls let me rest.
haha.

We had bbq and 'cold pizza' for dinner. We talked and played. Guess what i played?
I played donkey. I haven't play that freakin game since like forever.

I'm missing the pictures. Have to wait till my ss teacher email them to me. Then i'll do some further talking.

Oh, did i mention my ss annual camp clashes with my freakin concert. Well, i'll still be able to attend the concert but i won't be able to perform. Haih.
I really wanted to perform. Oh wells... luck's just not on my side.

But... the great thing is, this annual camp will be held at port dickson.
We'll be living in a dorm for 3days and 2nite as usual.
BUT.... this is a pretty cool dorm. Got television kay... tell me which dorm has one ?
and the veryy veryy good thing is... its ubber clean.
Yeahh..

Thats it for now. Will update another time.

Bye world. ;D

Sick

2008-08-21T22:16:00.015+08:00

Holla.
I'm sick like a freakin dog now wei.
I think its probably due to the complexes' environment and the air there.
Feck wei, my nose has been running non-stop and i've been sneezing 24/7.
I can't even talk properly due the very very bad sore throat.
God, help me ;)
I need to go out tomoro. haha.

So anyways, i've swallowed like 3 vitamin C pills, a panadol and a flu tablet.
And i'm finally feeling better now.

Lets see, what did i do today ? Well, i practically wrap my comforter around me the whole day, since i was COLD. And i slept till like 12.30 plus cuz of the rain.
Woke up, ate lunch. and continue sleeping on the sofa.
Woke up again, and started to tidy my room AGAIN.

Yeah, call me a neat freak.
I can't stand my side of the room being dusty, or my table being a bit messy.
I threw away truck loads of stuff. I need space for new work books lah.

Okay. i'm getting very tired now. So here are some of the pics i took on my sis's bday.

I was in my pjs when we took this pic kayy.

At Klcc.

Rite.. kay buh-byee.

Relax jerr.

2008-08-19T00:06:00.002+08:00

Okay. Theory exam is finally over.
You don't noe how many exams i've been through man.

I'm glad i'm finally having an enjoyable night on9. Rite, how enjoyable can it be rite?

something that amused me :

hengkit says:
i wanna be superman.

hengkit says:
im a secretive person.

Very funny heng kit.

Yeahh, Convo with cyn ju was sooo emotional. Yea. We used emoticons to express our thoughts. And it was kinda fun. Eh, nothing to do kayy.
We were like :- :D to you.

And i told Karen i'm gonna act like a tourist in klcc tomoro.
So i'm gonna be like :

Sawadeeeeeekap! I'm from Thailand.
Thailand's clothes ahh, the size very small. So, i come to malaysia to buy clothes.

ryte... I'm so pointless rite. Somebody think of something for me to do. Other than, studying, pls.

hates

2008-08-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

I hate piano theory exams.

Shoots....

2008-07-27T20:26:00.003+08:00

My god, I sorta promised Puan Hanizah to finish up the fables and send it to her last nite. Look where i am now ? haha . Sry la dei.

Anyway, deadlines tomoro. So... Relax la. Still got time.

Hmm lets talk bout yesterday first.

School was such a waste of time.

We wanted to runaway after bm.

Run to the 'Gateway of Heaven' haha.

nahh, but in the end we were just too chicken to do it.

Hmmm.

After skool, tapau mcd cuz my sis got tuition. Dammit rite... Skool finish at 1.1o, tuition starts at 12.30. Freakin smart wei.

Later on, went to the library to study a lil with deb and limay.

I find it really peaceful, and does work for a chicken butt like me. (meaning, i can't sit still and study). I managed to finish revise 3/4 of yankoh's Pmr geo paper.

So twins, we shall study at the library next time :)

After awhile, Jon came and then the library closed.

Deb offered to walk me home. But i tot my hse was really near and its out of the way for them to walk me back :)

--------------

So lets see. What happened TODAY.

Woke up freakin early and fought with my sis about a shirt. Yeah...

We start to sharing wadrobe now. Since her size is about mine. Save money larrh.

Had to be in church at like.. 9. But ya know me, i'm never on time.

As usual, bout 15 mins late. Sry la. need to eat slowly kay.

There were a few remarks from kenneth bout our worship session.

And i agree with him.

Theres no energy.

Danng, piano class was 3 hours and i got 2 rotans from teacher today.

Cuz like i couldn't answer two of her questions. Hmmm.

Had no time to study.

Trials and Theory exam's coming up. I'll cut down goin online and watching tv kay.

I really hope i could coop with both exams.

I do not want a pass for my theory, i want the damn distinction and the freakin 50 pounds.

Okay, i shud better get to my fables now ;)

Installation Day

2008-07-24T17:46:00.023+08:00

Hi world!

About installation day. Erm... lets see...
James, Jafri, Vicky, Brenda and I did the back drop :)
And Brenda, Belle and I did the price giving thingy... but we sorta screwed it up a lil. Oh wells, first timers kay...

Special thanks to James, Jafri and Vicky for putting with Brenda's and my high-ness during the 'process' of making the backdrop :) huahuahua

Now for the pics :
(i photoshopped mostly every pic because i need to delete my fugly-chicken pox scar on my forehead)

Befor the event :

Audrey - the MC
Where's burhan ?? haha

The VIPS.

Yann. Looking very busy huh.

After the event :

Ayeshaaaa ;)

Montel and Brendaaa.

My favourite meimei. :D

Ok shhuusshh.. I noe my photoshopping skills damn cacat ok.
(Twins if you want the pic, ask me to send you the ori pic.) haha.

Debraaaaaa <3

See, the scar on me forehead is not visible :)

Dup dup dup dup dup DUP DUP!!! ;)

Guess who? haha

Don't you see the contrast ;) Just joking ;P
Dun angry ah vicky.

IU Director : Toh Han Yang :)

heeheeheeh

I look like a ..... -.-

Kriss loves to pout :Q

I love this pic weih :)

Vinod & Belle
( see, my scar is not visible :D)

Ah Tai!!!

I didn't take any pics on IU. So yeahh.

I guess thats bout it noww...

BYE WORLD!!

2008-07-18T22:07:00.001+08:00

AAAAAAA. I'm gonna go crazy soon.
I can't even upload a single pic ??? WHY!
ARGHHHH!

Counting blessings.

2008-07-11T22:22:00.006+08:00

Ah wee is probably in sweden by now, i guess....
For 14 dayss. How fun rite..

Haha. Well, just came back from Ou.
Bought a new pair of shoes ; ) and some clothes.

Currently having a really bad back ache. Probably due to the shoes i was wearing.
Sometimes, i really feel like a zombie at home.
No, seriously.

Oh yea, I watched 27 dresses today. But i keep saying 24 dresses -.-
Brain is not really functioning well i guess.
Yea i noe, im so outdated rite. haha.
I'll just give it a 6 out of 10.

hmmm...
-------------------------------

You disgust me. Seriously.

You noe, sometimes you can do something that isn't really nice but be forgiven.
Yeah, once.. twice..

but there's a limit, dear.

Gawd... you seriously makes me wanna stuff my fist down ur throat and my feet up ur ass.

Wohhooo!

2008-07-09T21:41:00.003+08:00

Hi world !

I've just sat for my erm..... fourth exam for this year. Great huh ? 2 more to go and then yahoo!!

I haven't been updating for about 2 weeks man. Too much stuff to do.
And i tell you ah, ppl leaving around my area are just THIEVES!
They've been stealing my internet connection because i sorta have a wireless connection thingy with no password. So yeah... ppl can just use my internet when the modem is on.
So this actually sorta congest my line and slows it down.
Haishoo... wanna connect to blogger.com oso take 15 mins ah.

Oh yea, something really funny happened to me yesterday. It was freakin dumb.
This is seriously gonna sound very stupid, do not laugh at me.

So i was watching Private Practice yesterday...
You noe me.... after watching the show, i feel doctor-ish. haha.
Then when i was goin to bed, my jaw hurt a lil. So i started opening and closing my mouth to check if something was wrong...

After doin that... the pain got worse. And it started to numb.
I thought maybe i had a mild stroke or something liddat. haha
Then i quickly massage my jaw and smiling and frowning to exercise it. haha.
And i faster faster crawl into bed and stop thinking bout the fact that i might not wake up the next morning or, have cancer in my jaw or maybe a mild heart attack.

It was so numb and i started praying really really hard to God. haha. And then maybe it was just me, i felt like my ear was blocking, head was spinning... like im gonna passed out.
I kept on praying until i fell asleep. haha.
You might think im just an idiot, but seriously, i was sooo scared i might die yesterday.

So clarence... does this count as one of my wild imaginations ?

haha. I wrote this down about 3 hours ago. There was supposed to be more but i just got too carried away by 'insert name here' !

soo..... BYE WORLD!

Eeyooreeee

2008-06-27T20:27:00.004+08:00

Hi world! ;)

I'm currently very addicted to coffee. Atleast a cup per day.

Its like drugs man.

I'm soooo glad that all those Kerja kursus, kerja kayu and folios are officially all done.

I have had enough of stress man. Arrrrr.

Yeah kh class was so dramatic.

It all started like this ....... :

Brenda : Oh shit la. I lost my electric drawing la.

Then she gotta draw again. But its easier this time cuz she can trace from mine.

But if i was her.... i would have grumbled like shit la. Damn hard to draw you noe.

I took 1 hour plus.

then ...

after she was done with that drawing... she found out that someone stole half of her folio.

Which is practically the hard part. All the products, drawing and all.

Then she was so frustrated and me and belle were afraid.

Not afraid because she was frust but afraid of re-doing all those crap thing.

So me and bel quickly help brenda finish her folio la. And Mr Sze was being very helpful too. He's probably the most caring teacher after Mr Yu.

After we were done, i saw a folio on a table.

Being the kind me :), i checked who's was it because i was worried that it will get stolen too.

I flipped through the folio and saw brenda's stuff in it.

That folio belonged to this guy, Amirullah. I dunno how to spell his name

We quickly when to Pn Nik and told her the story.

haha

Ohh i can't wait to watch how that idiot is gonna die. :)

After telling teacher and showing her the folio, we confronted that amirulah guy.

Then he was acting all innocent. What the shit rite ?

Dare to do, dun dare to admit. Such a coward ... tsk tsk

I seriously despise people like this.

But, oh wells, It was a happy-ever-after-ending anyways.

Im satisfied. :)

Bye world!

haha. Just wanted to blog away this happy/angry/ satisified/ i dunno know how to explain feeling in me. haha.

Sometimes i wonder....

2008-06-22T00:40:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wonder...
Why do i still have this tiny lil feeling for you ?

Its not la like its a major crush or something.
Why am i wasting some of my time, thinking about this matter ?

You are not hot, not extremely smart, not exactly very attractive, not really macho.
Why am i fond of you laa ?

Answer is ... dunno lahhhh.

But with or without thinking bout you...
I'm still happy.

eshhhh... I should definitely stop thinking bout this shit now.

Never say bye bye ; )

2008-06-21T23:46:00.002+08:00

Hi world! ; D

Just came back from curve. My mum was so freakin smart to park her car at tesco, forgetting that tesco's parking are no longer free.
So in the end, had to walk all the way up to tesco to buy some groceries.
It was seriously packed weih. Had such a hard time moving around with hundreds of trolleys coming from everywhere.

By the time we left, i had this idiotic back ache.
It was freakin jam and we were stuck for about like 45 mins on the road to my sis's tution centre. I gobbled down 2 bottles of vitagen while waiting. Damn freakin thirsty kay..

So as usual, me and my mum had 'the' bonding session in the car. Then i told her this funny convo between me and dom. She was laughing her ass off. Seriously.
And she told me that one of her client fell down the stairs.
What actually happened was, he was tired after gym until he couldn't walk properly and tumbled down the stairs. And those trainers at the fitness club had to help him up.
Haha. He's only 35 ok. hahahaa.

Thats basically what we do when we're stuck in traffic jams.

I guess, thats it :)

Bye world !

Fresh Mints and Sugar Free : )

2008-06-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

Hi world!

As you all can see, i have a new blogskin!! WEEEE.

ryte.....

I'm so glad that all the setupit folios are long gone by now ?

I made my mom quite happy by giving her the invitation for my anugerah cemerlang thingy in skool. So i hope she will stop nagging me everynite to get off the pc to go study..

haisho... mums...

good part is, she's taking me to a lunch at kl tower and my uncle's paying for it.

on sunday. haha.

So today, went to skool around 5.15 to watch the guys play bball. Well more of spending time with cyn ju. Good bonding session.

I was about to reach the relaxing mode of me when suddenly yankoh asked me ...

"wei, how many A's you got for diagnostik"

I was like.. AAAAhhhhh...

and then ah clarence had to rub it in a lil bit more by telling me : the day is arriving.

Clarence i noe u might be reading this. haha.

but hey, ur right. The day is coming. Gotta work harder.

im not in very much good mood to blog now. So this is just a short update.

Bye world !

dfksigjesiudnf

2008-06-07T23:14:00.003+08:00

Hi world ;) !

I just had the urge to blog now. And as you can see, my title of the post is uh... random.

So yeah... Im just gonna talk about a few interesting facts about myself :D

Here goes...

1. I curse when i sneeze. Yeah. Like *achoo* fucktiushitmotherfathersohai. Geddit?

2. I have a 'shower-time-song'. Aha. It means, everytime i take a shower, i will sing the same song over and over again.

3. I dislike wearing long-sleeves, long skirts or pants. So im the three-quater, shorts kinda person. Why?
I don't know actually. Probably cause i live in M'sia and the weather is freakin hot ?
So you can see how much i suffered when i had chicken pox ? I had to cover my body from head to toe when i go out. Poor me =/

4. I like writing crap stories. And my stories doesn't really make sense. I'll write about everyone being fruits, jelly-beans, or food :) They can talk, run, jump like people in my story :)
Imagine spaghetti running nowww !!! haha.

5. I don't eat dinner on the dining table. Actually, I eat every meal infront of the tv. Its a habit. haha. Yeah, so picture every good-mannered-parents staring at me in disgust when they see me do my favourite habit :)

6. I have weird legs.... and arms. One second you see me limping from a sprained-ankle, the next second you see me jumping and running around. Doctor has no scientific explanation for this. m-hmm.

7. I'm a chinapek. Meaning, i like to talk with a chinese accent/slang or whateva. Come on man.. I'm a chinese and i'm proud of it. haha. Its much more comfortable without needing to think if i'm using the right vocab, the right tense or whateva when having a normal conversation with a fren.

8. This is actually a confession. When i was a kid, i used to pronounce coleslaw as co-les-law and chocolate as cho-co-lat. haha.

9. I can spend hours looking at the mirror, checking every inch of my face. And my mum will get so angry at me if she caught me looking at the mirror when im studying for an exam. haha.

10. Im an ass to my sister, and my sis is an ass to me. It runs in the family. haha. My mum is an ass to my aunty and my aunty is an ass to her too. haha. So don't be surprise if you hear my sis calling me fucker. haha. (ps: i've called her a daughter of a bitch when i was younger. haha.)

11. Im a person who forgives but not forget. You might be thinking "God... if she forgives, why not forget. She damn fucking dumb wei. Gawd, why am i reading her blog. "
Lets say, you're mother slapped you for no reason. Will you be angry at her for life, and stop talking to her? Ofcourse not rite? but... sure as hell you'll remember that slap. So... yeah.

12. I used to talk to my teddybear every nighte before i sleep. And i sometimes slaps it when im pissed, punch it when im angry and brush its fur when im in a good mood. Then my grandma thought i got mental problem and took my bear away. haha.

I'll continue this next time. Well, because i can't think of any more interesting facts that maybe you won't find interesting to write about.

and... i noe you're bored of me bragging here.

So... Bye World ;)!

Sharpp.

2008-06-06T21:30:00.004+08:00

School's starting soon. Damn.
Went for this Sej clinic this morning and frankly,
I wasn't paying much attention.

I did the worksheet and started chatting away with Hafiz I. and Ayesha.
We talked bout many things.
Me and Ayesha were talking about 'insertnamehere' that Mr.Yu kutuk-ed behind her back and what he said bout her.
And it all drifted to another person cause of hafiz. We just had a great time laughing at Hafiz's comments.
Hahas.
Ayesha and Hafiz... my best gossip buddies. haha.

And then ayesha told me about this movie.
Its about a girl and a guy switched bodies. Then rite, in the morning, the girl in the guy's body went to ask the guy in the girl's body... "why does your thing go up in the morning ?"
and he replied " because its cold"
and guess what she did...
She punched the 'thing' down.

haha. And you should have saw Ayesha's face when she was telling me the story.

I guess thats bout it today... I'm too lazy to think of what to write.

Get lucky

2008-06-01T12:14:00.000+08:00

rated 7+ / 10.

It was worth my moneyyh. Atleast it made me laugh.

So today, after the auditions... i had tuition. bugger.
Goodness i had nothing but a piece of garlic bread.
After my piano class, met up with twins and ashley at the curve. By that time... i was dead tired.
And i was hungry and thirsty. Decided to buy huge cup of coke instead lah.
Gobbled it down once i got into the cinema.... and soon after that, i needed to pee.
haha.

After the movie, we stopped by at mcd to get the 'cornetto Mc flurry'
It tasted better than i expected it to be :)
and then we stopped by ecka-ecka to get ashley's ice-cream.
Walked around aim-less-ly.... I wanted to go visit elianto to get some new nail polish. but then we stupidly walked out of cineleisure to curve. And after we reach the free market...
Brenda was like : where are we goin now? Grace say wanna go elianto la.

Too late lah.

We then walked up to echo park and sat on the bench for about 15 mins ?
then walked all the way down to borders. and then twins gave me a lift home.

I'll have to stop here. I've lost the mood to blog after i had the lil talk with cyn ju.
And to you dear, don't be too sad over it.

To everyone out there,
People come and go. Its probably just like a brief candle.
So i hope ya'll will hold on to every moment you have or had with ur love ones.
Don't regret when its too late.

23/05/08

2008-05-23T22:56:00.002+08:00

Woo.. its been a month since i last updated my blog.
Within the month, a lot of things happened.

1. Kena infected. ( chicken pox)
2. Recovered from it.
3. My birthday :)
4. Li may's b'day.
5. Diagnostic test.
6. Choral Speakin competition (wilayah)
7. Teacher's day celebration.

and alot more lah. lazy to list.

Choral speaking competition.... Not bad lah. At least we get a certificate of participation. -.-

and im not really in the mood to actually blog in detail.

but there's one thing, i really need to blog about it.

Hafeez Azhar = greatest liar.
fuihyo... i need to berguru with him la..
First time in my life i kena tipu teruk-teruk.

Well, what actually happened was, Hafeez told us (me and twins) that alot of ppl will be coming for futsal yesterday.
And then, we agreed on the time. 4.30pm
We reached skool at 4.45pm and nobody was there.
I called sanju, and he sed he wasn't planning to come.
Then i called imran, and he sed he dunno whether he's coming anot.
Then i tried calling hafiz ismail, better still. Sleeping.

Call that hafeez..... 'on the way'

fine la... waited till 5. call hafeez again ... 'on the way'
then brenda call again.... 'on the way'

Around 5.15 he called brenda using his house phone, telling her .... 'im on the way'
Wow.... i was so amazed. Seriously i was.
Fine la, we still believed him.
5.30 edi... give up la. Bel then called her mum to pick us up.
I called his hp for the one last time... nobody picked up. So i called his hse.
Surprisingly, he was still at home :) andd... he told me 'im on the way' ... again!

I could not explain my feelings man...
Imran came a few secs after that.... claiming that hafeez was in skool edi.
We called him stupid.
After we got in to the car ... fuih.
There, the biggest smiling face i've ever seen, appeared.

You guess the ending :)

Well thinking back now. Its damn funny la.
haha... and hafeez azharrr.... you gotta teach me how to lie man. ;D

22/4/08

2008-04-22T22:32:00.003+08:00

Omg... i really need to blog this feelings away.
I'm currently feeling really nervous and worried bout tomoro.
And yay, i won't be getting chicken pox, therefore i will be able to conduct tomoro.
but boo, i'm missing my basketball photography session. =[

I hope, i'll remember to walk straight on the stage, smile at the audience, and bow super duper low.
Turn around and tell my frens to SUCK IN. haha, I always forget to do that.

Bowing and smiling is oredi hard. I think its harder than conducting. =S

I hope everything will go well, andddd.... hopefully, we can atleast go to the next round ?
plsss.

God dammit, we have to win. I'm missing my photography session for this!! : (

And lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Seng Fatt !

21/4/08

2008-04-21T17:15:00.002+08:00

Before i begin...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Nadhirah & Justin Kong!!!

andd... Cyn Ju's cake was fabulous. I practically ate one whole piece myself.
Sorry to yankoh and justin who will be only getting a tiny bit. HAHA.

Was in Choir the whole of today. STRESS..
I might be getting chicken pox. Oh wells. So yeah, i told Ms Tan and she was quite unhappy bout it. As a responsible person, i should tell her to find a substitute for me. JUST INCASE.
And she was all unhappy and pissed, and told me to get a jab -.-

Apparently, the jab only works if i were to wait 10 days to see if i will get infected. (According to Estelle) And its only been 7 days since my sister was infected. So.. not gonna work lah.

I hope i won't get infected. I wanna get the Choir Cert... sobss.

and... i got my maths paper back... SUCKS. only 83%
I gotta improve man.... All careless mistakes.

I guess thats bout it. Buh-byee.

19/4

2008-04-19T22:15:00.002+08:00

Although exams are like over... i still feel stressed.

No. 1, i still have alot of stuff to catch up with.
KH folio, Geo Folio.

No. 2, Diagnostik is in 18 days. Another exam is coming up.

No. 3, Choir competition is coming. And I'm so not ready to conduct.
Takut lah...

Gawd i hate PMR year.

To love...
is to let go....

Exam's overrr

2008-04-16T15:32:00.010+08:00

Phewwww.... Intervensi 2 is overrr.

· ¿ H ª n ş é я ñ ³ - [ ¾ ] · ˜ says (3:15 PM):
i nvr study for small exams
· ¿ H ª n ş é я ñ ³ - [ ¾ ] · ˜ says (3:15 PM):
nyahaha xD

· ¿ H ª n ş é я ñ ³ - [ ¾ ] · ˜ says (3:18 PM):
yeah la... study for what... when u don't study and still get good results... now, that's where the real sattisfaction is
· ¿ H ª n ş é я ñ ³ - [ ¾ ] · ˜ says (3:18 PM):
if u study and get good results... come on, anybody can do that
· ¿ H ª n ş é я ñ ³ - [ ¾ ] · ˜ says (3:18 PM):
xD

· ¿ H ª n ş é я ñ ³ - [ ¾ ] · ˜ says (3:33 PM):
half the fun is trying to get other people's answer
· ¿ H ª n ş é я ñ ³ - [ ¾ ] · ˜ says (3:33 PM):
xD

Two things i noticed bout hansern.....
1. HE COPIES too.... haha.
2. He likes to do this 'xD' emote.

Eh, he do have a point actually. haha. So, as i've promised on the Golden Nite piccas. Here they are... but.... its just partly of it. Malas la to post all.

Sanju and his mad-professor hair.

Lee Seng Fatt.

I look stupid in make up. Seriously....

There's a phantom behind him ;)

My Phone cam not sharp lah... Anyways, Redza and Pakcik Celcius (Arif).

Ezuuureen ;)

"Primaaa Donnnaaaa......blabla"

The girl with a wig. xD

tatata

Don't tell me what i thought was true.
because....

Golden Nite

2008-04-13T10:14:00.002+08:00

I will post about Golden Nite. Soon enough.

And yes...... For intervensi 2, im gonna get B's and C's.

Seriously, i have no mood to study okay..
im so sick of staying up late late at nite, lying down on my table with my superwoman pose.
Trying to keep my eyes open and make sure my brain absorbs whateva knowledge im reading.

So for this round, im gonna rest and relax. What for i wanna stress for this 2 days.
I noe i tak boleh edi.

And then ah... If i were to stress so much now, then for PMR how ? Die ah?

So relax... relax..

For golden nite this time... I HAVE PICS. :) but i'll post it when i have the 'mood'

-out-

Good things don't come if bad things won't go.

2008-04-10T15:40:00.001+08:00

Firstly i shall post about Euphoria.
Overall, it was really enjoyable. Those crazy times with kayzhi and mark. haha.

Mark : Omg. i need to jump more.
Me : why?
Mark : to be the same height as Tong Yang and KayZhi.

o.O

Haha. Then righttt... at the end of the song. This mark ah.... He stood next in between kayzhi and tongyang, claiming that he grew abit taller. haha.. mark oh mark.

We were seriously so crazy... Then rite... i think when one of the bands were playing star and great escape, Mark was jumping like godknowshow. Then we were actually shouting each others name.

I was almost close to enjoying myself, till...
My bag got stolen. It was my farewell to my two babies.
W200i and 1k olympus cam.

I didn't care much bout my phone actually. Its a stupid phone.
I only dropped it once and my phone-cam had so much problems... Mp3 always jam. And sometimes, the stupid phone just die off when im making a phone call.

but my CAM ...... it was barely 3 months old.

Screw it lah. The cheap bastard who stole my bag even took my Lipstick, Sweets and my Earing.

but... he/she didn't take my money. haha.

Im over it now. My aunty bought me a better phone. haha.

All i have to do now is wait till my birthday comes and im getting the cam back. Wooohoo.

Back to the concert....

Cyn Ju had to go home so early..... Couldn't even catch up with her. Eh cyn ju, next time must go out together okkkk??! haha.

You noe what.... i'll actually let my pics do the talking....
Oh wait, i lost my cam... So, no pictures.

So for a better picture of Euphoria... pls visit deb's blog click here

Good byeeee

29/3/08

2008-03-29T22:35:00.002+08:00

Yo wassup wassup!! Doesn't that line reminds you of Andrew? hahaz.

Okay... lets talk bout my day. Brenda called freakin early in the morning and i had to answer the phone with my sleepy-dog/toad wtv voice. She wasn't goin to skool today so i had to tumpang nikki. And again i had to talk to nikki with my TOAD voice.

Aiyo, im sick la. Have been coughing like God knows how. On Thursday, my voice was like totally gone weih. Thank God i do not have to sing for choir. All i need to do is to remember hands and body gestures. Seriously, it sucks being a conductor. Being a member is so much more fun. At least you don't have to face the ASS to the audience. pfft. -.-

Sooo... we had this stupiak full dress rehearsal today at the Bilik Bestari. Eh, in the air-cond room rite... i still sweat like mad monkey weih. Paling pantang got 2 darker circles at the arm-pits area. Damn disgusting hoh ?

I suck so much in conducting that teacher had to scold me teruk-teruk. Helo, i mean i have no.. nothing... NONE... experience in conducting. Worse, i don't even noe how to. haha.

I was just following the soprano parts all the time... as i used to sing soprano parts. Thanks soo much to Juliana and Lynette for helping me with my 'conducting skills' today. If i screw up infront of PIBGs, I bet Puan tan will kick me off the building.

In a way, i still suck. I hope Suzanna will guide me. (oh fairy-god-mother, HELP!)

I guess thats bout it.

I shall blog when i have the 'mood'

TATA

Sports Day '08

2008-03-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

Sports Day '08

1st - Green
2nd - Red x.x
3rd - Yellow
LAST - Blue -.-

Blue blueee dun give up. There's always next year :)

Frankly, blue isn't that bad lahh.... The runner for 1050 meter seriously amaze me :)

As usual, i didn't participate in any event. I was tugas-ing pbsm actually. Not fun la this year... nobody faint, except for some when they were standing under sun after kawad.

We decided to rest, since there wasn't anyone fainting.

We cheered more than tugas-ing seriously... We even left the pail unattended at the other side of the padang. haha.

We chit chatted and cheered until there was 2 performance. One from scouts and another one from krs.

Then it was back to duty. The 4x100 and 4x400 events were about to start. I was watching the 4x400 lelaki . Quite impressive.

And i just notice that people look different when they're running. Seriously, i couldn't even recognize my fren. Hakim face was damn lan ci when he was running weihh. haha. Whereas Ahwee's face was just plain scary. I think he was cursing or talking to himself or something liddat. Dunno larhh.

This year's sports day isn't as merry as last's years. Not many people turn up.

Oh i have one thing to complain about. Seriously. I was so damn unlucky to be in Bus 3. I dunno where the fuck the fucking bus driver went... and we were trapped in the bus for like 30 mins ? Anyone could have fainted weih.
It was steaming hot, not enough oxygen supply summore. Plus the pandu puteri's bus ffk-ed them and they have to cram into our bus. And it was raining... ok? imagine how teruk the situation was. If i wasn't too tired to talk, i would have been cursing all the way.
Thank God, the bus driver who send us to kuen cheng for our tournament picked us up. You have no idea how happiness was shown on my face. Haih... How can the skool be so irresponsible to hire such irresponsible bus drivers. GAWD..

WFK 9951.

I will remember that number plate for life. If i ever have the chance to see this bus on the streets, i swear i will puncture all four tyres and break the damn windscreen. Seriously.

Thats .... The End.

Memoirs of Form 1

2008-03-12T23:50:00.001+08:00

Hols are about to end. Thank God i finished up my Mrs Khaw's maths. I shall never ever let her NAG me anymore!!

Holidays do always make me think back. Think back at the fun times we had when we were form 1. I do always look forward to get older and be upgraded to another higher form. By thinking back at the times in form 1, just makes me wanna stay 13.
No point thinking back , look where you are now, thats where you'll have to deal with :)

Ok anways.... im just effin bored. Got alot of feelings to spill out but can't picture it in words.
Oh wells.

Went to ikano today and saw Joey at popular while i was picking some work books....
I was actually humming a song while picking picking... then suddenly i saw a guy at the shelf, squating down. The back of his body was quite familiar... then i tot of joey...
Then i stood behind him and think whether i should call out the name anot..
Sekali not joey, then i damn paiseh la.

So never mind la... i just continue doin my own thing... Then suddenly a few malay girls who were around dropped a whole stack of books down and it HIT me. So i was in a good mood that day and i help her pick up some la... Joey turn around to see what happen...
Then i knew it was him.. then say hi and all la.

Then the first thing he told me was : Yesterday i was sick you noe. Then today my mum say 'joey, come come. Lets go popular to buy some books. Like wth rite?'

Dunno why my brain too retard to come up with a reply. I just laugh la.. like a sohai.
Then we chat for abit and continue picking our work books. Then he gtg.
And dunno why i laughed when i sed bye.... Seriously la.. that day my brain something wrong la.

Reasons ?
1. i was so kind to pick up that girl's books which HIT me.
2. Couldn't come out with a good reply and laugh like a sohai.
3. laugh for no reasons.

Seriously la.. i was damn sohai la.

Just now, baru habis playing msn games with yankoh.
Seriously.... you have no idea how hard i was laughing when we played scissors, papers, stone.
And to see yankoh's avatar get eaten by the shark.

k la... i'm sleepy man. bye

ELC carnival pics.

2008-03-10T22:16:00.010+08:00

Haha, Smkttdi Interactors went for the ELC's Carnival. Imma cut it short.
We left ttdi at about 9 am ? yess... Malaysian's timing... tsk tsk

So we arrived at ELC around.... i dunno actually. Walk around, bought coupons.
There were actually pretty fun games. Like :

Sumo !!

' Ah shit, i step on the yellow linee...' nuuuu.

'im gonna have a hard time getting up'

'Wah, being fat very tiring lah.'

and this :
I think its called gladiator.

Brenda, belinda, yann and juliana went first.
Me, Tanu, Maria and Vivian went last.

Brenda had a hard time putting the helmet on.

Guess how heavy that pole is?

wah.... tired lah.

Serious, its damn tiring. Once you step into that thing... bounce bounce abit...
Pening edi lah. Summore must stand on that small stump. But it was damn damn fun.

ok thats all. More pictures are with yann.

Rest in peace ?

2008-03-07T22:49:00.003+08:00

Gosh, i feel sick. Not physically sick, emotionally sick.

oh, and maybe its just me.

Too stressed for the small intervensi exam until i lost my mind, huh ?
Don't think so. I'll feel better soon enough :)

Soon enough..

Oh, Intervensi just ended. The papers weren't as hard as i thought, but Geography was harder than i thought it was. The only papers i screwed up was, i think Geo, maths and english.

Don't think i'll be getting 90+ for maths this time. Ofcos la, never revise at all man. What you think. I no bionic woman. And ahhh, my english essay very the emotional.

This post will be just a lil update bout whats goin on.

Last saturday, we (interactors) visited an orphanage, Philea Home. Should be posting up the pics when my mood recovers.

And coming up, a carnival at ELC, this sunday, which is tomoro since its oredi 12.10 AM now.
Not forgetting the Charity Concert, Euphoria on the 5th April.

Details can be obtained from Sean *click-click*
There might be a slight update on the price, but anyways, people!! Mark that date on ur calender and keep that day free!! Spread the 'joy' to others as everyone is invited.

I guess thats about it.

What happened to the days where we used to hold hands together-gether, cried together-gether and laughed together-gether? Gone liao hoh ?
but its ok, no problem :)

Basketball !!!

2008-02-24T17:33:00.005+08:00

Oh, Its Soh!

4-15. Im obviously the very-abnormally-panjang, the no. 12! The confucian's panjang center oso no.12. Actually i just notice all centers are 12's. Did i mention that the confucian's center is 1 head taller than me? haha.

We only had 2 match this year...
and we lost them both -.-

I'm not gonna elaborate more on the tournament. Too sad to tell the story.

but, CONGRATS to under 18 Girls for winning the Taman Desa. Hope we could continue the glory next year :)

31 - 15 MAN !!!

I got darker after both the tournament. Games at 1pm and 2pm ok. Imagine the hotness.

Oh did i mention, I met my childhood friend at Mrs Khaw last tuesday.
I totally couldn't recognize her, until she told me she was lydia. LOL.
Then she asked me bout TTDI Gospel, when she and i are not in it anymore. LOL.
Then we talked about her school.

I ask her if she know andrew, davinaa and Goh li ying. She told me yes and guess what else?
She sed Andrew is MECHANIC. like wtf rite? I bet Andrew is 99 times smarter than her.
I was totally speechless when she sed that. I look at Paul, Paul look at me. Then we laughhhh.

Second thing, I asked if she knew a girl, i shall not mention her name. Then she sed yes. Limay then added in that she dislike that girl very much.
So i just main-main cakap. I said : LOL!haha. She and i could be best friends if we want too.
Then we just laughed bout it lahh. Suddenly...

She said : Oh, ____ doesn't like you all kind of ppl.

Me and Paul then stopped laughing. I looked at her and said 'WTF? What you mean?'
Then she just said : Oh nothing nothing.
Me and paul exchange eye contact and we laugh weih. I was damn super pissed okay.. Its just that she is so fucking dumb and that was what made me laugh. Goodness.

IF we are THOSE kind of ppl, what kind of people are you mannnn ??? Motherfucker.

She even said that one of my friend wasn't appealing enough for her to remember her. Well, to me, my fren is like 99.9 times better looking than her. Atleast she has a normal mouth, normal eyes and a pretty face. Unlike you!
Wtf man, not 'APPEALING' enough ??? mymy.

oh and one more thing. Me and Limay were talking about gambling during chinese new year. Here's the convo :
Me, Limay, Lydia. (not lydia lu)

I'm goin gambling later
Oh, aiyah. I didn't even gamble much this year. Takda Ong la.
OMG, you guys gamble ?
*looks at each other*
err... yea.
What so wrong bout it. Gambling, CNY, very normal.
You never gamble before meh ?
No. Never. IT IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL.

My God....

tsk tsk. I totally do not know how to respond to that. Its good to meet her again.
Atleast she taught me Four damn things.

1. Andrew is very mechanic and she is very automatic.
2. We are called ' You All' kind of people.
3. She don't remember people who konon-konon aren't 'appealing' enough for her.
4. Gambling during CNY is the root of all EVIL.

Very fruitful hoh ??

When i was 5, i laughed at you, when i first saw your face.

When i was 6, i laughed at you, when teacher picked me to be the bride for a play and not you.

When i was 7, I laughed at you, when you shout funny-curse words at me.

When i was 8, I laughed at you, when someone pushed you into the swimming pool and cut your lip.

When i was 9, i laughed at you, because you were afraid to pierce you ear.

When i was 10, I laughed at you, when your momma didn't allow you to play kite with us during camp.

-after 5 years-

When i am 15 now, I still laughed at you, because you never did grow up.

Its a really sweet childhood memories. I promise you, Lydia, I will always cherish it in my heart.

Twist and turn, you butterfingers.

2008-02-15T22:47:00.002+08:00

Training with Soh today was quite fun :)

He thought me and ayesha some stuff today.

We did offense and defense for about an hour or more.

First team were the offense, so it was Kristin, Limay, Bel, Debra and me.
Seriously weih, ayesha is getting better. Great job ayesha! Im so proud of you :)
hahahaha...

Then twins, kriss and ayesha gotta go home...

Danny took brenda's spot, Mei Teng took bel's spot and aaron took ayesha's spot.

Aaron is damn fecking tall weihhhh. Not so used to playing with tall ppl :) :) hahaha.
I was trying to pass a ball to asif, it hit aaron's hand and it bounce back to my finger -.-
Imagine how pain it was.... I hope my middle finger won't get more crooked this year laahh.
I pass damn hard to asif, and it bounce 'THAT' hard back to my finger.... aaaahhh.

anddd... i kang kang kaveetha alot of times today :) Lucky she didn't pokai.
muahahhaa.

Gotta sleep early tonight. Tomoro gotta wake up darn early...
and ahh...
I'm experimenting something tonight.
I'm goin to drink 2 glass of tea and see if i can sleep anot :)
haha.

Results will be out tomoro :)

I'm gonna do it nowww !! So nites.

Valentine's day

2008-02-14T20:57:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day all.

We had our Sukan Tara today. I atleast.... manage to contribute a tiny bit to blue house this year :)
Despite my old-grandma knees, not just one this year, but both. = /

Talking bout my 400m really makes me super pissed off. I ran with a very empty stomach, and i guess i was dehydrated. Oh well, first round was quite okay.... i was practically leading. Second round i was still okay, but when it comes to the part where the ground wasn't even, I felt very dizzy, like gonna faint lah. Then rite... i continued to run cuz those ppl running around with the coloured flags were shouting : Wei no.1! just now no.1 must finish race!

So i didn't give up.... when it comes to the last pbsm check point next to the track. I was out of breath. Can't breathe at all. I have asthma base okay... So i wanted to faint there la. Give up lah.
Then this malay girl ran passed me, she actually make an effort to pause for a few secs...
She pulled my hand and said : Come on! just a bit more.

Eh, liddat ah... i die oso wanna continue lah. Then i start running again. By then, i couldn't really focus my view on anything, just blur blur. Then i hear some woman shouting my name. I saw the blue thing, the finishing line, but when i just need to put my foot over the line, fucking whistle blew.

Eh mother, i was like motherfuckertiumahaicibai!!! arghh. I was so pissed at myself.
Trauma okayyy....

Two girls passed by me and i was the third to reach the line, but i didn't pass.... what a shame.

It was super embarrassing ok... I can hear all those cheers, ppl shouting my name when i was leading the first round. Then mana tau, second round liddat wohh....
Swear i'll eat my breakfast everyday.

So i just stand, leaning to the teachers chair. Trying to balance my self, balance my emotions. Damn angry kay, see two girls marking their names on the the paper, im the third but i get nothing. D: Damn sad.

Then suddenly i feel like the chair was tilting, so i fell down. I was quite scared la.... Quickly sit up.... but my head was spinning, ass was paining. omg.
Lian just finished the second round, she was the one who saw me and she help me loh...
My hearing oso gone okay.... I only heard mumbles, see figures.
I was taken to the base, then i found a spot and sat down. Lean on the wall and close my eyes.
Then suddenly jer, one person jerked me : 'woih, don't sleep.'
It was kristin :) haha.
Then i drank her water..... cuz i can't even speak. So damn tired weih...
Anyways, it was a good experience. Usually, i help ppl when they faint la.... now ppl help me pulak :) Haishoo.

Nvm, there is always next year :) Atleast i passed 80m okay.

On the other hand, valentines wasn't too bad :)
I wasn't expecting to receive anything, just bought a muffin to flatter myself abit. Cheapest one lah duh. The muffin was so sweet. Eat one edi full lah.

Then Rach gave me her homemade muffin.... wahhh keng ahh.

and a very unexpected muffin from Darren. I noe, lol.

I guess thats bout it lah. But of all the hearts i cut out for this valentine thing, i didn't even receive one back =/

but its okay :) haha.

roses are red,
violets are blue,
valentine's nothing,
so are you.

Reunion dinner 2008

2008-02-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

So we had our reunion dinner on the cny eve (ofcourse)

We had it at BSC, The Ming Room. The food was delicious, service was good...... AND price oso VERY good.

We had to reserve a table a month earlier, very limited space :) and we have to pre-order our dishes too.

We ordered :

Chinese Tea :)

Yee sang :) (its a must to have this)

Shark fin soup. (sis favourite)

Five season or wtv you call it. (auntie's fav)
There are soft shell crab, fried snails, baby octo and some sotong thingy. I dunno.
Quite sedap :)

Black peper chicken and fish with chicken skin. that yellowish and brown thingy are fish with chicken skin. I noe... sounds ehw, but damn sedap.

Next, We had the 'lap mei rice' and vege.

but the pics were super ugly, dun wan show lah.

Back to humans.

lalala.

huhhhhh???

auntie ;)

Mom and dad.

dad.

Oo. Whatchu smellin ?

Aunty again :)

Grandpa and grandma :)

Sis and Grandma.

Chopsticks :)

Mummy :D

Me and Sharon

Mum and I

I brought wine actually. But it was spoilt =/
Very the 'potong stim' you noe.

Thats about our dinner. Will not elaborate more ;)

Not the hardest word.

2008-02-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

Sorry isn't the hardest word.

You don't have to mean it, just say it =/

PBSM Orientation 2008

2008-02-02T23:13:00.000+08:00

Credits to Sean. A very artistic picture. Colourful too!

Don't we all look like pretty sakai(s) ? hahah.

The orientation yesterday night was very organized.
Especially the treasure hunt. It was Fun.

From the start :
Arrived skool at 7 pm. Flip-flopping everywhere we go, then we realized we had to wear proper shoes. Ohoh.
We walked around then twins and i spinned around the court. And you noe what happen?

We were spinning, spinning then suddenly a woman appear. She asked us if we were using the court because she wanted it for some tai chi thing. She must be thinking we're retards.

So yeah, we had our dinner, but it was a rush one. So just ate a lil.
After that, we had the formal stuff. Yeah, meaning the speech and all.
Then we played some mini games and then it was treasure hunt.

There were a few stations, i can't remember how many.
I just remembered we had to :

1. pole dance
2. hop around the court singing "old mcDonald's"
3. chicken dance on benches at the canteen
4. suicides :)
5. singing
6. sit ups
7. duck walking

Oh and i just remembered 2 more :)
It was the sketch at the open hall and sweet-hunting at the padang.
The sketch was about a konon-konon "very romantic" story.
We wanted to do this whole marriage propose thing.
Nobody wanted to be the 'bride' lol.
but somebody has to step up and take the role. So i did it. Lol
I made a paper ring kayy...
Funny sketch.

After that was the sweet-hunting in the dark. I almost tripped on the rafia string. haha.

I think we were either the 3rd or 4th for treasure hunt. I dunno man.

After the treasure hunt, we had a 3 hours break i think, or less. i dunno.
I was quite tired by then, but i didn't bring anything to sleep on D:
I was listening to my mp3 with brenda then i fell asleep on the stage.
After that i don't noe what happen but apparently, i like to talk sub-consciously. I remember saying something to Julia but i forgot what.
I slept for approximately 30 mins. anddd.. jengjeng.
It was raging time :)

We had... i think 8 bases. My fav base was the one bout painting the face. :) Colourful kay..

And Sanoj!! You made me roll on mud and poured flour all over me. Made my shirt damn dirty okayy. I had such a tough time washing my own clothes after that. Will elaborate more on this later. Oh yeah, i think the open hall base. Chilly padi juice were poured on us. It was poured on my stomach and below-below-beloww

And apparently, it was burning like crap after. Ran up to the dewan, took my stuff and ran to the teacher's persalinan with kai wen. By then... it started to hurt like crap that i couldn't even stand straight. No joke. Thanks to shiva for allowing me to bath first. I mean she is so damn effing kind.

I think i took about 30 mins to clean my self. So sorry to the people who were waiting to use the bathroom after me. I took so long because there were plenty of flour stuck in my hair. I washed my hair 4 - 5 times. bath my body 3 - 4 times. and washed my face 2-3 times. haihz. That is why i took so long. And i had to wash off the burn-ness too.

I was really refreshed after the bath. So, went to play futsal with twins, karyan and sanoj. Then later timothy, hansern and julianna joined in. AND according to TIMOTHY, I am a wall around the effing pole rite rite. Aww, too bad :(

We played till sun rise and we had our small breakfast. A lil mee hoon. Then then, it was back to formal stuff again. I kept on yawning by then. We're allowed to go home at 9.45. I was still quite energetic. I got home and immediately wash my stinking clothes.

You wanna know how it smells like ?
Wanna knooww ??

Ok i tell you, you go to your kitchen, take cheese, rotten egg and vege then put it in a pail.
Also, if you rare animals, you can either take fish food, cat food, dog food orr cow dung.
Then take one cup of water and add chilly, pepper, garlic and onions in it.
Add them all in the pail and mix mix.
Leave it covered for 1 day.

and then then... next day....
You go kepit ur nose and open the cover. DUN BREATHE yet...
Faster run outside the house and start sniffing there.

that was how my shirt smelt like. Dun go so near to the pail you noe... later die of heart att.

So now since you guys have the picture of how my fcuking shirt smelt like.... imagine i had to touch it, pinch it and scrub it with my HANDS!!
I was whole time screaming outside at my garden when washing it.

After i was done, which was an hour later. I pergi mandi loh.

and then i fainted on the sofa. SERIOUS.
I've used up my inner-energy during the crazy futsal game. So i just slept on the sofa, with my forehead on the pillow instead of the back of my head.
You noe why ? hair wet loh.

i was so super tired that i didn't even smell or hear anything when the pest control ppl came to spray my hse. So i just slept on the sofa with my legs up.
:D :D

Then i was woken up by my sister's scream beside my ear, telling me that i had a phone call. Then i shouted fuckermothertiumahai at her and i picked up the call.
It was soh, then i dragged myself into my room and lie down on my bed.
Then he was talking to me and i fell asleep.
anddd.... i didn't noe what i said to him. Serious. I like to talk when i sleep weih. Damn embarrassing.

Then ahhhhh..... Grace never did wake up again for the whole day.
Die liaohh.

Serious... slept for the whole damn fucking day. Only woke up the next morning with a fucking gastric pain.

ok lah. Finish lah. I can hear the fucking homeworks screaming my name.

Damaged Fingernails D:

2008-01-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

PBSM uniform is super gay. More of ugly. Sorry to pbsm lovers but im just voicing out my opinion bout the 'costume'. Seriously, the size is like overly big, even S looks like L.
They have such dumb ideas to use rings to buckle up the buttons. Buckle until my nails all look like kena bite from monkey.
summore after all the hardwork, wanna try it on loh hoh ?
look in the mirror, can't even recognize who is the reflection.
Show to my sister, she was so shocked. And ask me : WAH, that uniform is chef uniform ah ?

=.= Muntah darah.

Seriously, not exaggerating. I damn Dam Sam (Punch heart) now weih!

Pfftt. summore spend sooo much money on that uniform.
Mum will be damn pissed if i don't wear it D:

So must tell myself :
The 'costume' make you look smart. Like chief chef.
The 'costume' make you look kuai lui for the first time.
The 'costume' is a must to wear, no choice.
Mummy pay for the 'costume' edi, so cannot complain, but to smile when wearing it.

ok ??? okay.

aiyah, kik sei

Smile more,

2008-01-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

You Shouted her Name, She turned around and Smiled.

The first day of skool was awesome ignoring the part where the twins thought i was gonna pick them up and they ended up late to skool on the First Day. Ok, it was a miscommunication. But im still sry. Hey, we ended up laughing at it kay. Lolz.

Tuitions all are getting very hectic, considering i had 2 Tuitions on the first day of skool.
Super tired.

Everything is like sooo rush. Our bball tournament is on the 17 / 18 Feb. Which is about a month from now. :S Kampateh ppl!!

I walk home from skool now. Anyone wanna walk with me ? Sian larhz walk alone.
Eh eh eh, i got umbrella kay :) So any putera/puteri lilin, like me can join me :)

Back to Today, I had piano lessons today at Miss Beh's hse. Practical exam's is like early december. Probably have sufficient time to be Ready. Her condo is like super secure. Actually all condos are like that. So yeah, mum couldn't go into the condo to pick me up so she waited for me at the stupid guard hse. I was rushing down, alone. First time there at her place ok. She had a grill door infront of her hse lah.. then there was a sort-of-big step there... i didn't see it and.... kebaboommm.

Nah, i didn't pokai. Just pening for a while, and lost some directions. So i end up walking to the wrong side. Manage to find my way down after that. Kena gilap from my mum for taking such a long time to get down. Hate condos sometimes, the pathway are sometimes so complicated. =/

Thats it. Im goin to sleep now. Nites.

Pavillion

2007-12-31T00:09:00.000+08:00

Why pavillion gotta exist ? Thx to it, im officially broke.

OK, here's the story bout 'How Grace became POKAI'

On a Saturday morning, She and her mom went to One Utama for a work out. After that, they went to Curve for lunch, shopping and movie (National Treasure). Well, obviously Grace had to pay for they stuff she bought because she didn't wanna spend her mom's money. She was so poor, that she ate bread for her lunch.... Butttttt, the movie was quite good actually.

Later at night, her mom took them to pavillion. Which means spending money again. Grace refilled her wallet with money and off they went to Pavillion. On the way there, her mom gave her a lecture because she spend too much money over the hols. Butt.... when they were outside Tangs, money was spilling out of their wallets. Uncontrollable!

After that we went into Guess, Topshop, NafNaf, Esprit and etc etc... can't remember.
Mom and Grace couldn't help it but spend more. (Pavillion arrr, everytime go there must spend money).

They shopped from 7.30pm till around 11pm. Grace had a back ache and they went for supper. Well, just drinks la.

When they started to head home, Grace was searching her wallet, she found alot of things..... haha

Like.... Receipts ! Money ? dun have lo.

10cent... got lah.

I love my mommey!!! For buying me a new evening bag, tops, and others la. Un-list-able.

Well, the money comes from my allowance! but still her money rite?

Glad that hols are about to over. I've gotta control my spending. :( :(
Bye bye, my beloved Pavillion, Curve and One Utama.

My gym membership oso about to expire.

Hols oso gonna expire soon :( :(

27/12/07

2007-12-27T13:09:00.000+08:00

26/12/07

I went to an orthodontic specialist yesterday morning. He's Dr. Lee. Well, he was suppost to consult me on my surgery and braces, he was ubber busy and he probably wasn't in his best mood to tell me in detail plus i asked him alot of questions.

So my mum was pissed because he wasn't helping much. So in the end, the nurse took me for a x-ray and did a mould for me. She made a mould my TEETH! I wanted to slap kao her wei. The steel thing was practically piercing into my gums and she ask me to relax, relax.
Relax her ass la. This is why i hate to go for a dental appt. Lost a gazillion brain cells after that x-ray. Hope i won't be stupider, haha.

Well, i hope my next appt will be worth my while.

27/12/07

Pmr results came out today. I was feeling anxious too.
Mum wanted to go gym today so i went with her. She had a personal trainer today and i don't.
Celebrity fitness damn unfair :( i finish my routine and still my mum wasn't done. So i went to buy donut. ;) haha. Wasted my whole morning of workout hoh? I got back into the changing room and start sms-ing. I noe i very the kepo :)

Congratz to Yankoh, Ah wee, Byron, Sharvind and others who achieved their targets.

I was relieved after many of them had 7A's. It won't be too hard next year rite ?

Another week, till school starts. Happy or sad, i gotta move on.

Merry Christmas

2007-12-25T12:47:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas !!!

HONG KONG 2

2007-12-10T15:57:00.002+08:00

As i've promised on my Hong Kong post.
It took me 3 days to upload all these pics, super slow.

From the beginning shall we?

Woke up around 3.30AM. omg to hell, i was practically showering with my eyes still shut.
Limo came to pick us up around 6. Actually i was feeling pretty stupendous.
The driver was so talkative that i feel like taping his mouth with maskin tape.
I was feeling emo on the way to KLIA. I always feel like that.

Arrived at KLIA about 7am++. Then i realize i couldn't bring any liquid into the plain, because i was goin to hongkong by an international airplane (china airlines). So i bought alot of stuff, like toner, face wash, syrum, etc etc. I was so ubber panic ok. And it can't even fit into the plastic bag they gave me. Stressful like hell man.

Lucky nothing happen when i passed through the custom. Phew.
Ride the aerotrain to my gate. Flight was at 8.10. So waited and waited. I was emo again, i dunno why, but planes make me feel emo. haha.
I was looking around and i saw a guy. Ubber hot okay.. then suddenly i saw a girl next to him... so bummer.

My mum, my sister and my grandmother.
I was the photographer.

boarded the plane and coincidently, HIS mum, him and his bro were seated behind me.
Actually, let me explain. The plane is actually a small one. They only have 2 rows. 3 and 3.
So he was behind me. bla bla.

I went to the toilet and he was lining up behind me. So when i came out, the plane jerk and he ram-ed into me. hahaa...
laalalal

Arrived at Hong Kong around 12pm++

Exactly like those hong kong dramas, there were ppl picking us up . Those ppl who watch those dramas will understand what im talking lah.

I had a bad ear block, Dunno lah, my eustachian tube tersumbat or something. Pain like hell.
So bad mood liao loh. Then i took those trolley and push my luggage. haha, i langgar a woman who was on the phone. Her fault. haha.

Then after that, the carry-on tour guide escorted us to the bus. AND coincidently, HE and I were on the same tour. shitty ?

anddddddd he sat next to me on the bus. No, not 'next to' as in twobytwo, but... you noe there is a lane splitting up the seats rite... yea. He was sitting next to that gurl. By that time, i tot he was 21yrs old.

Hong Kong airport..

Did i mention that my tour guide name was MASA ?? ahhaha. Laughhhsss.
Hong Kong is really beautiful. blueeblueee seeeaa.

Masa was promoting to us his night tour to Lan Gwai Fong to see if we're lucky enough to meet the celebrities. Everyone signed up for that night tour thingy, except my family and His family. So he purposely send those who are goin for the night tour to their hotels and check in first..
SO, i waited like 2 hours in the bus, hungry and grumpy.

I slept anyways. Checked-in at Dorsset Seaview around 3pm++ then went for a bowl of wantan mee. Although its abit pricey, its super sedap ;)

Shop until late at night until i couldn't walk anymore... then went back 'home' to sleep. haha.

Next morning, went on another tour with Tony Chan. haha. This time HE wasn't on the same tour... diff bus. Tony Chan took us to repulse bay, The beautiful beach, Clean and Bluee.
Then to Tsim Sa Sui and Tsim Sa Sui West :

Isn't it beautiful. ;)

haha, look at my dumdum sister.

Sis, me and My Grandmother.

Mummy, I and Granny

the youngest and the eldest.

Some flower mercu tanda of hongkong. I forgot what isit.

One big happy family ;D

UGHHH! i hate blogger. I uploaded alot of pics but now its gone. I'm too lazy to upload again now. Maybe next time.

Gym

2007-12-07T23:42:00.000+08:00

OMG im uber tired now.
Just came back from the gym about 2 hours ago.

I saw Sharvind there. haha funnay.
I called his name and i waved. Then he turn back and knock on some kid. and he waved.
then he walk walk.. turn back and wave again.
Funnylarh.

Omg i'm so sorry deb!! bet even the tgv ppl are pissed at me. haha
Yankoh, the smartesssttttt person. Actually can't blame him larh.

We shall go watch enchanted another time yeahs ? With limay!!
and im still not in the mood to elaborate more on my hong kong trip, plus the pics.

I shall post it tomoro aights.

Love vs. time ?

2007-12-04T15:54:00.000+08:00

Move on, dear.

Over these past few days, i've been thinking bout You alot.
Whether do i receive ur thoughts or not, I don't noe, but yea.

You see, people come and go. No matter how much you miss, regret or wtv ur sorry for, time will go on, and life moves on.

So would we.

Dear, its the matter of time. I should maybe just let go and forget bout you.
Those 5 days.
I noe u don't noe my blog, you don't read it.

It doesn't matter now. We wouldn't meet again. Its almost impossible.
Why suffer the pain ?

Pls forget me. sry

再給我兩分鐘, 讓我把記憶結成冰.

Christmas Parade

2007-12-01T12:19:00.000+08:00

Disney Land Christmas Parade!

Well, i'll just let the pictures do the talking.

Oooo Big mickey Mouseee

haha, candy cane woman.

I tot this was cool

Gingerbread Girl

The have a pair of glass heels each. I wannn.

I like grumpy.

He doesn't wanna look at me.

Stupid Grumpy.

Oo! its Snow White

and the fairy-god-mother.

Puan Sabariah! hehehe.

Singing Flowers

They are taller than me o.O

Patrick!!

He shook hands with me.

AHhh Dinosaur

Sorry lahhs. My pics not nice. Nothing compared to Sean's wan hoh ?

Hong Kong was ?

2007-11-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

Ah yes. Im in the mood now.

OH OKAY. I'm back from hong kong and im too lazy/tired to upload all the pics i took. I'll upload it tomoro if i feel like. This shall be just a lil update on my hols, tomoro i shall elaborate moree.

Lets see, shopping in Hong Kong was fantastic. I shopped like crazy.

My mum was in that mood too. Other than shopping, food was heaven. Hong Kong isn't that boring actually. Disney Land totally sucked, its christmas season now so it was snowing there. Plus there was a christmas parade. It was quite enjoyable as there was a christmas feel.

Shen Zhen was okay okay only. Cannot shop there lah.

They have this rule there : Once touched considered sold.

screw them seriously.

I was looking at this nike shoe, and the sales girl quickly took me a pair to try on. So i did. She didn't let me know the price before i try it. After i tried it, she told me it cost RMB 560 which means RM280.

I was shocked la duh.

Then i didn't really want it but i like that shoe sooo much. Then i started to bargain loh. Then i told her no, it was expansive. I will only buy it you can give me RMB 360. Then she go call her gang up. She didn't wanna reduce the price mah, so i didn't want it. Then those scary ppl didn't let me go.

You noe what she sed to me ?

She said : Eh, she serve you so long edi, takkan you dont wan buy rite. You have to buy.

F*cker i was damn pissed.... Then i sed no, i have no money.

Finally she reduce until RMB360. But ofcos i wanted to pay less hoh??

Then i told them la : i buy ur shoe now i oso not happy leh. RMB 340 then i buy. My mum oso pissed then she give me that price. I will never ever shop at Shen Zhen anymore. Scary experience. I bought Prison Break Season 3 too ^^ Cetak rompak lah duh. haha

*note* next time you ppl wanna shop in china, you must reduce the price giler giler keng then you save alot of money.

Ohhh yeahh, I met this guy on the plane. We collided into each other when i came out of the toilet. Yes, the plan jerked and he flewed to me. haha. How nice rite? Did i mention he looks exactly like Wang Lee Hom???? haha. I noe.

He meets all my requirment : tall, tan, macho and hot.

and so happen he was on the same tour as me. HK and SZ. How nice ritee?

I partly enjoyed my vacation cuz of him.

Do i really have to meet my white knight by travelling ??

I met my first guy during camp

and

now him.

one thing i regret most was that i didn't ask him for his phone number. All i noe he lives in puchong and i live in ttdi. Long distance huh? I can't really contact him either. He wrote me his email add but i lost the paper. Darn it.

How could i be so useless ?

Hope the power will bring us together again.

Those 5 days were the best days of my life. Seriously.....

My white knight in Hong Kong.

2007-11-29T16:14:00.000+08:00

Dickson Chin ?

Ni zhai nar li ?

Hong Kong, Here I COME!!!!

2007-11-23T11:09:00.000+08:00

In about 18 hours, a limo will pick my family and i to the airport.
and in about 22 hours, i will be boarding the plane.

to... HONG KONG!

omg, im like so excited.
Although many ppl told me that hong kong is like nothing much.
like boring and all lah. Foods expansive and all. But thats okayyy.

Prove them wrong man. I'm gonna go shop shop there. I mean like the latest fashion is there hoh ?
Mum sed i could spend as much as i want there. Great huh ? haha.

Hope i don't get sick in the plane. I dislike traveling, seriously.

Oo. i shall do my last minute packing like noww. Mum, grandmother and MY SISTER has been nagging me to pack. Like blegh ritee?

Tata...

Ashley's bday.

2007-11-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Ashley Phuah!!

Lol, by posting up this post for you makes me notice how lil nice pics i had with you.
Make sure next time we take moree kay?

Back to the main, you've been the best 'grand-daughter' i've ever had.

You noe how forgetful i was, i totally forgot to wish you. Until i was goin to bed on ur bday.
Haih, don't mind me.

Tried calling ur hp but couldn't get through. So sorry for the absolute late reply.

but don't worryyy, Grandma still <3s Youu.

haha.

rach's bday.

2007-11-19T20:39:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Rachael Looi!!

Okayhh.. What shall i say ??
Yep, Rach has been a really great friend.
and.. she is super tough. She handled everything just so superbly well, that i don't think i could ever do like she did. I really look up to her man.
We had our ups and downs. I'm sorry if im ever mean, evil, bitchy or did whateva that hurt-ed you.
Hope you enjoyed ur day.

Noe that i'll always have ur back, yah?

<3 Euuu

Swts

2007-11-17T22:50:00.001+08:00

Had a hair cut. AGAIN.

Mum : must cut ur hair at least once every two months.
Trim all the split ends
Hair looks neater and in 'shape'
Hair healthier.
bla bla blaaaaaa.

Cut hair oso stress.

Anyways... Excited to rach's and class party tomoro.

Had this party at my church today. I'm now super tired.
Ashley's party is coming out.
Mum is blahblah-ing.
Exactly another week to Hong Kong.

Pretty an awesome week huh?

gtg sleep sleep nowwww.
bb.

Last day of skool.

2007-11-15T15:48:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the last day of Form 2.
Oh don't sob, We will be seeing each other again next year, just that... we'll be in Form 3

Form 1&2 was a honeymoon. but Form 3? idk.

I'm moodless. So i shall let the pics do the talking...

I know you'll be there for me no matter what. & noe that, i will be there for you too. <33

Belle and me.
Sry i suck in photoshopping. Must ask tim to teach me moree.

Mousy-like ?
I'm with stupid ->

Reminiscences of childhood times? haha.

Belle's Hornyyy.

It was Natrah birthday yesterday. She brought a cake to skool.... and lets see what happen to it.

First piece given to nat....

It slowly became like that :S

Whats that ??? shit. jkjk.
We're big eaters.

Everyone's eating cake.

Happy Birthday NATRAH!

Natraahhh.

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Wenn hong : eh belle, lets play speedddd.

Mum : Wenn hong!! come help mommay with the dishes. (hahaz)
Mum : Wenn hong!! are you deaf. ( mum's gonna shoot youuu)
Mum strangling Wenn Hong.

Who is the mummy ??

Oh its Brendaaaa.

Wenn Hong : Aiyah. Who cares bout that stupid brenda mum. haha.

The following pics are retardeddd.

Stooopitt Pet pet brenda.

I wonder how she can sit down, and read her story books. How Admirable.

There's that biatcchhh.

Kaveetha's muruku sedap.

Ohhh. She got 1 whole plastic bag of ittt.

Limayyy. (saya Bomohhh)

Brendabitch that call herself F-A-T

Belinda aka vain pot.

Ooo Cardsss.

Cool huh ?

Me and Brenda

bye bye Form 2!